tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4343350363897603439.post688243368865622631..comments2023-10-05T06:28:30.633-07:00Comments on Cloud Kingdom: The Blurred PagesCherylhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08065147446697489531noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4343350363897603439.post-76048824138886008622011-02-23T10:48:17.280-08:002011-02-23T10:48:17.280-08:00*hugs* It'll be okay, sweetie. The job thing w...*hugs* It'll be okay, sweetie. The job thing will work out. I understand that it will be hard having to say goodbye to the kids, and breaking the news to your manager, but, look at it this way -- you can always go back and visit them regularly, and your bosses will understand. At the end of the day, it's a business -- they've demonstrated that to you before when they would just rip you from one daycare to the next to make things easier on the business, right? You going on to pursue another job and take that opportunity is just you bettering yourself for your future, getting more field experience in other areas of work. <br /><br />And you kinda' know my advice on the boy stuff, but, I'll just say it here again in case you need to go back to it or something. :3 I would just be honest with him -- straight up sit him down, and look him in the eye, in all seriousness, and say that you just don't want a boyfriend right now. That you're focusing on other parts of your life: like strengthening your spiritual walk, your job situation, and school. If having a boyfriend doesn't strengthen you spiritually, or only distracts you to the point of worrying or feeling sick thinking about it, then you don't need one at this point in your life, and that he needs to try to respect that. He may take it hard, but it's not doing anything for either of you if you don't say something to him soon, or try to be honest with him. If anything, it's only drawing out the situation which in time, only makes things worse. God is preparing your heart for a relationship every single day, so you do have that desire in your heart for a relationship -- but if you have the conviction that it's not the time, then it's not the time, so don't push yourself just to make him happy. It will only hurt you further, and keep you drifting from God further. <br /><br />Sorry for the looooong and grueling comment @_@, but, I just felt the need suddenly to put it all down here so you can always come back and read it if you need to. You are a beautiful girl and beautiful soul and are always delightful to be around. I see God working in you, even though you feel like you've drifted -- God's working specifically in your life in a completely different way than He's working in someone else's. <br /><br />Consistent prayer and reliance on Him will really help make clear these blurry pages. <br /><br />:) *hugs* I love you, and you know I'm always here to talk to.Meghanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11284714645081293757noreply@blogger.com