I feel Im getting no where...
I'm depressed, and angry.
Nothing seems to matter.
I'm losing interest in things I once loved.
I feel ugly...
Unconfident.
I wanted to go outside today...
I feel sinful and spiritually sick,
And,
Tiger is not talking to me...
I hope tomorrow gets better...
*hugs* I'm sorry honey... Everything going on with Tiger is definitely NOT helping.. and you know already what I think about all of that.. I just hope we starts acting better and respecting you more. And not just choosing to ignore you. :/
ReplyDeleteI don't think your life is getting nowhere though. A year ago today you were still waiting to get into animation, and taking art classes at UCO towards a major that you didn't want; but now you're at Francis Tuttle full time and working on new projects, getting a step closer every day to your final dream of animation, or storyboarding, or whatever it is you want to do in that area. :) You're surrounding yourself with new people and getting new experiences. You have great software and technology at your hands you are learning from as well.
You probably don't feel like that though cause now Francis Tuttle is becoming something less new now. But just remember you're always getting closer, and I'm extremely proud of you for chasing after your dream despite discouragement from others or obstacles in your way.
I love you honey; always text or call if you need to talk.
Things will get better; these sort of days happen every now and then when we just need to break down and let everything out