9/19/10

Music to listen to while you read it. :)

9/19/10

Hello my friend.
My thoughts of late have only been of you.
I think you have been sent to me by God.

Maybe you are an angel?

I was at my lowest point.
So low, I was loosing control.
Hurting myself, and feeling the pain.

I’m learning to love again.
With your council,
You showed me that I am beautiful.
You made me feel like I am worthy.
Worthy of love.

You are real…
You are your true self with me.

But some times I fear you will disappear.
With no warning, or words of farewell
You will be gone from my life like the wind.

With the teachings of love,
Also comes the lessons of trust.
I’ve been lied to in the past
They all walked out on me.
One by one, I was left alone.

Then you appeared,
Like a light from a far away star.

I’m trying to trust the words you tell me now,
As I’m trying to trust in the words of my own heart.

I like you Jace...
Were you telling me the truth
When you told me the same?

Cloud Gazing

Lying on her back, arms under head; she gazed up at the wispy clouds. They were whispering to her, secrets that she didn't yet understand. She whispered back to them, "you are beautiful". A warm breeze blew threw her hair, and tickled her face. The clouds moved more quickly now, they were changing form, and moving to the east. "Take me with you," she thought, "take me to that secret place. The place you float off too in dreams of colors and swirling mountains of cream and castles". The clouds slowed down as did the wind. She earnestly looked at the clouds, mouth agape. The clouds replied with no answer. She sighed, a moment later; they continued to whisper to her. "I'm listening." She said softly. "You have such lovely voices".

Butterflies in my Tummy

When I think of you, I start get butterflies in my tummy... my heart rate goes up, and I feel a little dizzy. Could it be that I am possibly getting a crush on you? Or do I just get nervous around you? For you sir, are quite the charmer. ^^


(picture from Lookbook.com)

The Rest is Up to the Tooth Fairy

Im not going to pull teeth anymore... because there are no more teeth to pull. The rest is up to the Tooth Fairy.

I will be praying for you...


(picture from Lookbook.com)

Electric Twist by A Fine Frenzy

I absolutely love this video! Its so cute and vintage looking! Allison Sudol is such an amazing artist, her songs and lyrics are so unique, new and fresh. I love her style, not only in her music but also in her lifestly, and wardrobe. She has such a cute vintage/modern look that is absolutely adorable. ^_^ If you have never listened to any of her music or have never heard of her, I highly recomend that you do. I promise you wont be disapointed. =D Her two CD's that are currently out are called One Cell in the Sea, and a Bomb in a Birdcage. :D

Tea in the Woods

This is what I would really like to do when I find that special someone some day. ^_^ Set up a cute little table in the woods, and have some tea with him, and really enjoy each others company; talking, reading to eachother, going on walks. It would be so lovely…

Some times I’m very lonely… I wonder who you are, and when I will meet you. Some times I fear I will never find you, and you are only a dream. But I’m trusting in God, that he will bring us together some day. Until that day…

I will be waiting for you…