Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Started this yesterday but I began a fast. I'm fasting from sweets until the end of the month. I realized lately I've been eating way to many things that are bad for me. Its been making me break out and feel yucky so I just wanted to take a break from sweets for a while. It's been hard, I sure do love candy and ice cream! But I want to try and start eating better and working out more. Its hard to find free time anymore to work out, but I'm going to try and find some time some where.
Works been horrible, HORRIBLE!! I've never been so stressed out before! They have been hiring all these new people and I feel like tons of responsibility has been put on me to teach and train them, to make sure everything is going good in the bank. And on top of it all, we have been way busier then we have ever been before, I have practically 100 transactions every day anymore. I'm in charge of making sure every thing goes good at night at the bank, balancing the vaults, running work, making sure all night duties are done, its just really wearing on me! I get chewed out all the time... and I was sopost to be switched to part time hours last month and they still have me on full time hours even though I'm technically a part time teller now with no benefits. Sigh... Its my fault though cause I'm a push over.... I let them do this to me. I always try to help out as much as I can but some times I just feel taken advantage of, that I always get the worst end of things, and I just feel so worn down. I have no free time whatsoever anymore... :( Sorry I'm complaining I'm ranting to myself! haha! idk who reads this anymore anyway. lol! But yeah.... work sucks....
But one good thing about work.... My boss wants me to make a mascot for the bank. I drew some sketches of some ideas I had for the mascot and he loved them! He wants me to make bank T-shirts, flyers, banners, and an animation to put all their electronic billboards! I'm like so shocked! He really liked my art, and wants me to draw all this for the bank. And he wants to pay me! Its crazy, I can't imagine seeing my art on a billboard! I really need to start working on stuff. but yeah!! God is so good! He is really opening up doors for me that I never dreamed of. I'm so happy!
God has been so good to me in other ways too. I have been needing a newer car because mine has been having a lot of issues lately... I really feel like it could have broke down on me at any point. But any way my mom posted on facebook that I was looking for a good used car, and I guess the word spread around and people from my church family found out and told me about an older lady at the church who was selling her car for a really good price. I went to go look at the car the other day and it was perfect! its a 2003 Dodge Stratus with 51,000 miles on it, and they were asking $4,500 for it. It is in wonderful condition, and the lady had taken really good care of it! We made a deal and I got the car for only $4,100. I'm so happy! God just really provides! It was seriously a God thing too, because the people selling it even said they were waiting for the right person that God would send there way. :) So things have been going good despite work. lol I think I just need to put all my work troubles in God's hands and ask for his help and guidance. Hopefully I can have my part time ours soon and then I can start working of stuff for the bank. :) but yeah! That's basically all thats been going on in my life for the most part. I'll post again soon!
Love you all!
Sincerely your friend Cheryl.
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Love you all, Sincerly Cheryl. :)
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
I love this candle that Mattie gave me. It smells amazing! *_*
This is an amazing bible study! I recommend it to everyone. It's one of my favorites. ^_^
I feel so refreshed!
My hair feels so soft! :3
Monday, May 27, 2013
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
I've been feeling really down lately and sad... I feel left out and out of the loop with everyone. I feel like a really crapy friend, and I know I haven't been there for all my friends like I should have been this whole past school year. I don't know when life got so busy for me, or when things started to change, when I changed, but they did... but really I guess I let it get that way... I chose to work at the job I'm at, I chose to take on the long hours, It's my fault. I made all the decisions in my life. But I want to make a change right now, I want to be a better friend, I want to be there for my friends. I want to be someone they can come to and talk to about anything, at any time of day. I'm going to work harder guys... Please forgive me for all the times I wasn't there when you needed me... please forgive me for not being the best friend I should have been, for not being honest or open with you about things. I love you all dearly, and I'm going to make a change today. Mattie, Meghan, Becky, Sable, I am really really truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. Love you all dearly like sisters.
Monday, April 8, 2013
Sincerely, Basil Kairos
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Please listen to this song as you read this post. ^_^
There are often days when I'm driving to school that I look over at the beautiful sun rising. The clouds are pink and orange, and look like far off kingdoms... and out of no where I get this sudden urge to want to pull off the side of the road, to climb up on top of my car, turn and feel the warm sun shinning on my face, and I want to close my eyes for a moment then open them, raise my arms up high and just take time to praise God!!!! Praise him for all he's done for me, for the new day! The beautiful sunrise!!!!!!!! Life gets so busy.... that I don't even have time to do that... To praise God! :( Or I'm scared of, what if someone drives by and sees me worshiping on top my car? 0.o What will people think? Or what if I'm late for school?? Ugh!!! Seriously guys, one of these days I'm just going to do it! I'm going to pull off the side of the road, climb on top my car, and just do it!! Worship God!! Stop time and all worldly things just for even if its a few minutes... God deserves so much more than that. This song I found today... it really moved me as I sat listening to it in my room. I want to listen to this song when I pull off the side of the road. It reminds me of heaven and of life; and how important it is to praise God.
I've been feeling sad lately... because life just pulls me down so much sometimes that I just want to give up. On Wednesday I just cried in my car because I felt depressed and that I had no control over my life. And on top of it, that morning I woke up with a huge ugly cold sore on my lip. They take up to 14 days to go away, they are very painful, and usually cause scaring... so for the past few days I've been feeling really down and ugly... but on thursday I called in sick and took a day off for myself... because I just desperately needed it. It helped me a lot because it reminded me that I do have control of my life. I don't have to work at the bank, but I choose to. But anyway, just listening to this song today really inspired me to write this and share it with all of you. Life is hard some times, but always remember we have a God, a savior who loves us. We are his daughters, and he only wants good things for us. We need to trust in him and his timing. I'm thinking of getting a different job this summer that has less hours so I can start something I've been feeling called to do. It's a secret though, so I will share what it is with you all soon. ;) But I feel God starting to lead my down a new path. :) And I feel other things are opening up too. This year is going to be a year of change. It's scary, but maybe once I actually face those new things, it wont be so bad as what I make it out out to be in my head. :) Any way! I love you all, and you are all in my prayers. Don't give up my sisters in Christ! God has great things instore for those who love him.