Thursday, January 26, 2012

These tired eyes just want to remain closed...

I've been feeling off lately... I think I'm still getting used to working late every night, and just long days in general. But don't get me wrong, I am LOVING going to Francis Tuttle in the morning from 8 to 11 and then working at the bank full time from ll:30 till 7. It's such a wonderful and fun job, and the hours are really great cause I desperately need the money. lol! I'm just so tired lately for some reason, and I feel also just spiritually tired and sick too. I think I need some good long time in prayer and a quiet time. I actually think I just need some alone time too. 0-0 Some times it just feels like life gets so busy ya know?... I feel like I'm always constantly going going going. I'm barely outside anymore. And I mean I know its cold, but some times I just want to go outside, and feel the wind on my face; or go for a nice long walk. I'm never really home anymore either. :/ Weekends are really the only time I can sort of have a break and breathe a bit it seems. Anyone else feeling like life has gotten so much more busy lately? @_@ Any ways. I hope everyone is having a great week. I can't wait till our next girls day. ^^

Oh, and I already told Meghan this, but I really want to start fashion blogging and getting into Fashion Photography. :) I'm currently along with some other things saving up for a nice camera. My little pink camera sort of well... sucks to say the least. haha! I'd really like to have a nicer camera to take better pictures. ^^
Haha, yes, so as of now I'm saving up for a new computer, a cintiq drawing tablet, photoshop CS5, and a nicer camera. LOL! XD I know it's a lot, but I think they will all benefit in my career in the future. :) Oh and I can't wait to show you all the final animation project I've been working on with my group at Francis Tuttle. It's so cute! haha! I'll probably be able to show you all of it in about 2 weeks I think. haha! Everyone in the group is sopost to get a copy on a CD, so I'll show you all once I get that CD. lol!

So 365 days is going pretty good too. :D I've been drawing everyday and its starting to get easier. :D I'm really loving drawing more and more everyday. I'm still 5 days behind but I'll catch up! >:D This weekend for sure I will catch up. I'll try and post some art this weekend too. ^_^

Any way, I'd better wrap this up, got to get ready for bed. Goodnight and God bless. Thanks everyone out there who reads my blog. It means a lot to me. ^_^

1 comment:

  1. I love you honey! I totally understand about the tiredness and constantly going sort of thing. I think we try to keep our lives busy for fear of not knowing what to do with our solitude time. But sometimes the best thing to do is let yourself HAVE that solitude time and just shut away, it's healthy. Even if that solitude means sitting by yourself painting your nails, reading a book, or being in Bible study or prayer. It's good to be with family and friends, healthy even, but everyone needs their alone time. :)

    *hugs* i love you! We'll spread out these hang out events too so you can get some weekend time to yourself. I tend to forget you literally are going all day everyday, and the weekend really is your only time for solitude if you want it :(

    Guess what though! The book fair is coming up on the 25 of February! :D That'll be a fun day out for all of us to look forward to :3 <3

    I love yooou! (LOL, I said that a lot in this message XD)