Other stuff thats been going on... some of you may know about it... but stuff with a guy. A lot of you may know who Im talking about, but I wont say his name on here just in case people are reading this that I dont know about. But any way... things have been blurry in this area as well. He really likes me, and wanted me to give him a chance, so I said ok and last Saturday we went on a date. I mean it went really well and I had a great time. But even so it didnt mean I wanted to start dating or anything. Im still not even sure if I have feelings for him, other than friendship. Lately I think hes been taking it a bit far... :( like asking me if Id say anything if I was ready to date. Honestly at this point in time I dont want a b/f. It'd be nice yes, but its not really whats most important right now in my life. Whats most important to me is that my relationship with Christ has drifted, and Im trying to get back right with with God. And haveing a b/f would be a distraction. Any way... I finaly realized this morning that things are getting to far, because last night I had a dream that he was delivering gifts to me and calling me sweetheart, but in the dream I was feeling sick about the whole thing. Thats a pretty big sign ya know? If Im even dreaming about it. I'm just going to pray that God gives me the right words to say to him I guess... :( *sigh* I always seem to get myself into messes. :( I feel like a bad friend too... Im really at a loss lately...
well I guess on a lighter note I'll talk about some other things. Not everythings been bad lately. I made a new friend at college, her name is Aika. She is from Japan, and she is so kind! ^_^ Im really glad that we are friends. I hope that I can witness to her some time. :) Idk if she's a Christian, but I dont think so. So Ive been feeling a calling to witness to her after we become better friens. :)
lol! lately Ive been having miso soup for lunch every day. Mmmmm... I love miso so much! x3 Well I think thats all for now. Hope everyone is doing well. Love you guys/galls. lol!
Love Cher-Cher Chan ^_^