Getting out my stiches in my foot today. Kind of scared about that. And Im kind of scared to have a boy friend. Weird I know... but its a big thing in my book. I take dating very seriously. Which may or may not be a bad thing... but yeah. I really like this one guy, and he really likes me. He's been waiting for me and stuff, hes a really great guy, sweet, christian, caring, not going to be forward or anything like that. So I mean I shouldnt be so scared... its just... im also scared of change. :( I thought I was feeling peaceful about all this yesterday morning, then in the evening I got anxiety and got super sick feeling, so I definetly think right now is not a good time.