Thursday, April 28, 2011

The White Tower

In a green valley a girl ran through the tall grass, a strong wind whooshed past her and she looked up at the sky. It was turning gray fast, and the clouds billowed up like towering swirling ocean waves untill they formed into 3 enormas circular gates. The girl was being pulled into the dark holes. Her feet lifted from the ground, and she was taken into the middle gate. At first there was only darkness, then a brilliant blue sky. She was flying, and as she flew, glistening white clouds engulfed all around her. Their touch was soft and warm. As she flew through the clouds, out of no where an enormas white tower extended up as far as the eye could see. She made her way, floating up along side the tower until she reached a balcony. She landed and was welcomed with trumpet sounds and cheers as friendly angelic faces came to greet her to the White Tower City.

This was actually a dream I had a couple days ago. It was so pretty! :)

Friday, April 22, 2011

You will note! I am neat; wiped my feet on the mat.

Hello Hello! ^^ only 2 weeks of school left and its, the summer! I want to get better at drawing! I'm really determined. >< I want my art to look profesional. Im going to work hard this summer and study art like crazy. X3 I completed this yesterday. It was my first time adding a b/g like this. I really like how it turned out. :D




I've been so tired lately. *yawns* lol. and its probably because my sleep pattern is way messed up. Some nights I cant even fall asleep till 3 a.m. X_X

I'm almost done with most of my cosplays, (Yuffie, and Saria are almost complete) Namine will be easey to complete, but I haven't started on Ty Lee yet. ;_; I got to get on that. ><

There is a girl on Deviantart art that I am following, her name is cartoongirl7. She is an amazing artist! I love her art work, and most of her work is all traditionaly done with copics. Its amazing! I hope some day my art work can get as good as hers. Its crazy too, shes my age! Sometimes I feel way behind in my art work, but that just makes me want to work harder. :) any way, I wanted to share some of her amazing work here. enjoy. ^^









Saturday, April 16, 2011

Have to work harder!

I've been really wanting to improve on my art lately, like really push myself. I notice in all my drawings my people are in the same boring poses. I want to start trying to draw more difficult poses. >< Also I want to experiment with tons of differen't coloring methods! And Im so excited to have a table at Izumicon. I really want to work harder this time and make the table be really good, look profesional and what not. I want to have a lot better art work to sell this year too. Im going to work hard and do my best! I love looking at other artists out there. It really inspires me!

Im soooo obsessed with cosplay. lol! and I want to start collecting wings! XD rofl! and display them in my room. tehehe... yes Im a nerd. XD I want lots of wigs. @_@ haha!! they are so fun! XD

Im excited, until I read your most recent post Mattie, I did not realize Akon was in only 8 weeks!!! Im SOOOOO Excited!! thats coming up fast! X3

man! can it just get here all ready! haha!!

Lets work our hardest on cosplay, school, drawing, what ever! XD lol! lets just do our best! X3











Thursday, April 14, 2011

I've decided right now, that you must drink Vegetable JUICE!

LOL!! I finally looked up what all this Miku Volcaloid stuff was. Man its so awesome!! All the songs are so catchy fun and upbeat! XD They are all like computerized voices. Its aweome! XD

Hey everyone, sorry for all my emo posts lately. buuuh. -___- I'm feeling much better today! Theres just to much to be thankful for and happy about to let myself be sad like that. I love my friends! Thanks Mattie, and Meghan for always being there for me! I love you girls so much! ^.^

I want to get a V8 this weekend! I want to drink Vegetable juice! muahahaha!!
The grass is green and the sun is warm! Lets have a handstand party soon! and hey! we all still need to paint those mugs too. X3 yay!

Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever. ^_^




:3

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Releasing the Negative

Theres two guys in my life right now who have been really cold, rude, and short with me for about a month now... I'm going to try and slowly detatch myself from them. Its been bringing me down so much lately... I just dont need all this negativity in my life right now. I dont want to be treated like that. :( I'll still be nice and a friend to them of course. But I wont really make an effort to talk to them unless they awant to talk to me or actually make an effort for the friendship to stay strong. I'm sad it has to be this way... I hate loosing a friend, It breakes my heart... but it takes two for a friendship to work. If one is putting in all the effort, but not the other, it doesn't work. :( so... I just have to give them space I guess and see what happenes. I dont even know where things went wrong with them, why they started acting like this... which is what really gets to me as well. *sigh* I guess all I can do now is pray for them and try to be a good friend and if they dont talk to me, they dont talk to me. There's nothing I can do. :(

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Please don't go...



Dont walk out on me, like all the rest... All the guys in my life just seem to walk out on me, and I just cant seem to take it anymore...

Monday, April 11, 2011

What comes up, must surely fall...

Boo...... :( Boys suck... and I dont want to look in a mirror today. ;_; suckage....

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Wind wind, go away, come again, some other day...

Hello there. :) Im just wanted to ramble, so bare with me ><... past couple of days... haven't been so great. :p The littlest things have been setting me over the edge. It's made me realize that I am too attached to my stuff, and my hair. Hm.. yeah... definetly Im to attached. :( If I were to lose my house and everything I own, I don't know if I'd still have joy in my heart, I'd frankly be devestated. That scares me. :( I know I haven't been focusing on God like I should be. I feel like Im in a stump right now. *sigh* I always do this to myself. I wont give up though. On a better note, 4 weeks of school! yay! this is the final long and difficult stretch! but we can make it! and when we do... Akon!!! and TNT!!! Oh yeah!! X3 I'm so obsessed... but I can't help it. >w< well...


My hair is fried and looks like straw... and its still dark... -__-
and my favorite cardigan is ruined... Buuuuhh...

so I simply say,
"Dear next week, please be better." ;_;

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

The Osaka Sun

Hey everyone! Haven't blogged in a while, and theres some stuff I want to share!! Some good news. ^.^ Most of you know in the past I delt with self esteem a LOT... Well Ive been doing so much better in this area. I used to think I was ugly every single day, but for the past couple months Ive been doing a lot better. I've but rarely thought I was ugly. I feel such a joy in my heart lately. I feel like Im finally living my life. I love myself, and I love being me; Cheryl! I don't want to be anyone else. I'm so happy in my skin, and I feel blessed more than I could have imagined. I've been trying really hard to live my life to the fullest, taking chances, living on the edge, standing up for myself, working harder, and discovering who I really am. I'm feeling a little stronger every day. I'm learning to step back in a sense and let things go and be how they are ment to be.

God's teaching me a lot through quiet lessons. ^^ I just have to put my listening ears on. haha ^^ I've learned to really listen to God when it comes to boys. He's taught me a lot in this arrea, and I feel it wasn't all for nothing. I get excited, when I think of what God has instore for me. I know its going to be great, for he has taught me many many lessons and still more to come before I will find that special guy. ^^ Ahh... I have so much love stored up in my heart. When I find him, my heart will be so full, with no holes, but overflowing with love that I can just pour out on him and God. But not just a guy, haha! my heart has been over flowing lately with blessings!! Im so blessed and thankful for my amazing friends! I seriously think I have the best friends in the world! I love them to pieces!! They have really helped me, more then they know. and I want to help them and be the best friend I can be to them. Just writing this I'm tearing up, I love my friends so much! Truley God sent friends. ^^

My life has entered the Osaka Sun. ^___^

















Japanese Lovers

I absolutely LOVE this song and video!!!!!! ^___^ It really uplifted my spirits! I hope it will do the same for you. ^^



Lovers, keep on the road you're on
Runners, until the race is run
Soldiers, you've got to soldier on
Sometimes even right is wrong

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day, we are gonna get out
Tonight maybe we're gonna run
Dreaming of the Osaka sun
Ohh ohh...
Dreaming of when the morning comes

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out